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• The Heavyweight Podcast • Season 2 • Episode 218

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This week, we’re unpacking a different kind of “heavyweight”—the kind that comes from being talked about, tested, and misunderstood. From live show moments to real talk about peer pressure, gossip, and personal growth, this episode gets into how we protect our peace without losing ourselves.

We talk about staying centered, creating boundaries, and choosing silence when the noise gets loud. We also reflect on health wins, gym check-ins, and the kind of friendship that holds you down on your hardest days.

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SPEAKER_05:

Welcome to the Heavyweight Podcast.

SPEAKER_06:

The message behind saying the title of the Heavyweight Podcast is to be able to say that we can we can weigh in some heavy shit. What we're talking about is important from every aspect of it. It's a heavy weight. It's not just about physical weight, but the weight of things that that can weigh our minds. So I think it's dope that we can have this conversation.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I just ain't I will. I'm gonna give you a pass. I know what you're going through. I've been nice. I appreciate it.

SPEAKER_02:

You have been very but you got about another week.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, you know, how the fuck are you gonna rush my hand? Bitch, I need you to wrap this shit up by next episode.

SPEAKER_02:

God damn it. I didn't get you a month now. Come on now. Back to life.

SPEAKER_01:

Okay, goddamn.

SPEAKER_02:

Whenever, whenever nigga, whenever you ready, nigga.

SPEAKER_01:

I've been ready. You just keep fucking talking to me.

SPEAKER_02:

Yeah, huh? That's what we see. Make sure I say something to a frost lapper.

SPEAKER_01:

I'm not running, nigga.

SPEAKER_06:

I ain't in this shit.

SPEAKER_01:

Please run it.

SPEAKER_06:

His name is Please run it. No, please run it.

SPEAKER_01:

Please run it. Cause you go get the hands that I was ready to give to that little man that y'all be that y'all had. What's the little man name? Uh-huh. Joseph, Jason, Jackson. What's that little man's name that was sitting right here? Who you talking about? Hunter? Not Hunter. Not Hunter. Oh, I don't know what little man. The little man that was talking shit and he was sitting right here and he's real fucking. The little nigga that had took his shirt off thought he was finna try to somebody at the show. Patrick? Patrick. No little nigga. I was like, what are you talking about? That's the little nigga. You gonna get the you're gonna get the hands I was gonna give to Patrick.

SPEAKER_03:

I'm about to speak.

SPEAKER_05:

How did you get uh Jay?

SPEAKER_01:

Like why is my boy Patrick like that? Guys, Patrick be talking to me. Take your shirt off. I thought you made it.

SPEAKER_06:

You said like to pop off. That's right. I thought you were right there.

SPEAKER_01:

But but Patrick and don't put this shit on the internet. But Patrick needs to go ahead and fuck. Patrick needs to go ahead and check because because McFly didn't have to take his goddamn clothes off to go over there and see what the fuck was TP. I don't want to mess this shirt up. Patrick that took his, it was a sweater. It was a sweatshirt, nigga. You good. You didn't want to mess with all the things. Did it have a hood on it?

SPEAKER_05:

Yeah, it did. Oh yeah, you have to take that hood.

SPEAKER_01:

No, the fuck you don't have your hands quick enough to. I mean, it doesn't matter. I didn't fall in the hoodie, a backpack, a skirt, another nigga come up because Jesus is king on it.

SPEAKER_06:

I don't know if you want to get.

SPEAKER_01:

Oh, he didn't want to get Jesus. Sorry, Patrick. Sorry. I didn't I didn't know you had to that changed it off. I didn't I didn't know you had too song.

SPEAKER_06:

I don't think you want to go out there and and and conduct yourself in the way with Jesus is king on you.

SPEAKER_01:

You gotta stop coming. You gotta stop coming out with it, because I think the last time I saw you. Well we gotta stop coming though. Had a Jesus um shirt on. You gotta stop coming outside with the Jesus shirt song because you never know. Like and I need past eight o'clock, Patrick just I'm trying to help Patrick.

SPEAKER_06:

Shout out to my to Patrick and my friends that they always got my back.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, he has your back for sure. He has your back for sure. Um gosh, bitch. Shout out to to Patrick and Jesus because I didn't realize he had all your friends have your back, really, because Maurice was over here, like nigga, what's up? And then I've the gentleman that came with me who who who will probably incite violence. I can see that. Was up on the other side, was up on the other side of you. I'm telling him, like, please don't, please, please, please, please don't be the pillar of violence. Don't don't be the please.

SPEAKER_06:

I'm I'm glad it was ended peacefully and it was uh yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, I just I do appreciate that I know these people have my back.

SPEAKER_01:

They have your back. They have your they have your back.

SPEAKER_06:

I'll lose with all the smoke.

SPEAKER_01:

Yes, gotcha, bitch. Yes, yes, yes, and then your wife has your back, and that's the part that people don't understand. Niggle boom! In all her gorgeous glory, had anybody moved incorrectly around you. Oh, she was a dead little bitch, and I was gonna have to just suck it up and be over there. Whoa, whoa, no, not like that. Because she was looking at me at the point.

SPEAKER_06:

I don't know. I actually have no idea. Okay, I'll just make it sure.

SPEAKER_02:

I wasn't sure if they were recording or the the the funny part about that whole interaction is that my wife said, I if I have to, I'll dare lift a bitch. And then Elizabeth was like, because I already real quick. Yeah. Yeah. So I think when they left across the parking lot, they said, Oh no, it's niggas over there. This ain't it's gonna be three or four against 20. It's not finna go how you think it's gonna go.

SPEAKER_01:

No, it wasn't finna go the way they thought it was finna go. Yeah, it was a good night.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah, I guess I just I'm glad it was resolved peacefully because I I said I I was off brought off stage and was like, what the fuck's going on?

SPEAKER_01:

And might I add that you were doing some of the most firest fucking performance.

SPEAKER_02:

We're not gonna talk about that.

SPEAKER_01:

I still want to tell him he's fired.

SPEAKER_02:

No, we're not gonna, because we talked about that. That's how that's the whole reason why I showed up and them niggas ruin it. So I was ready to fight over that. Yeah, I was ready to fight over that. I've said it to Patrick privately. I've said it to McFire. I'll say it this shit publicly. Them niggas was trash.

SPEAKER_06:

I'm not they were like I was I'm not going into that just because I don't want no no no no I'll take the smoke.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I ain't nobody can say nothing to me, nigga, because I'm not the white dude, nigga. I'll fight you on the spot cuz I'll give fuck. I think you did great.

SPEAKER_02:

I don't think you're supposed to say cuz. I think I did phenomenal. I don't think you're supposed to say cuz. So I thought you designated me.

SPEAKER_03:

Can we start the episode?

SPEAKER_05:

You don't be tired. Can we start the episode? She was the one who's talking, like, hey, we falling behind.

SPEAKER_03:

Like, yeah, can we start the episode?

SPEAKER_05:

Anyways, I go by uh low iron floatist.

SPEAKER_02:

We're not even gonna send it in. She's not gonna even say the intro?

SPEAKER_05:

Oh, she didn't. I thought she'd die.

SPEAKER_01:

What's up, everybody? It's your girl, Daz the DV. We back with episode 218 of the heavyweight podcast. We are moving along with these numbers. We we are moving the hell along.

SPEAKER_02:

That's how math works. You had the one. Forward. You had the one.

SPEAKER_01:

My motivational word for the day is you know, if you really be tired of a nigga, just start beating these niggas up, ladies.

SPEAKER_02:

Damn.

SPEAKER_01:

Because I mean, you know.

SPEAKER_02:

I like my one to be a little aggressive.

SPEAKER_01:

Oh, God. Everybody introduce yourselves.

SPEAKER_05:

Start with you. Low iron floaters.

SPEAKER_01:

Because low iron's ass had to go first.

SPEAKER_02:

Low iron.

SPEAKER_05:

That's all I got.

SPEAKER_01:

Thank you, Low Iron.

SPEAKER_05:

There you go.

SPEAKER_02:

Uh, I'm I'm gonna be uh Mr. Normal A1C.

SPEAKER_00:

My A1C is normal right now. Is yours good? I like that.

SPEAKER_02:

I like in the green.

SPEAKER_00:

Me too.

SPEAKER_02:

Oh shit. One battle at a time.

SPEAKER_06:

Respect. That's a piece. Uh I'm lyrical miracle McFly.

SPEAKER_02:

Hey, I like that. Are you killing these niggas on that on that uh Miracle Shit?

SPEAKER_06:

Lyrical lyrical shit. Lyrical shit, mayonnaise, colored bins. I push miracle wave. It's the rock.

SPEAKER_01:

How how how was y'all week? We be we be with him too.

SPEAKER_06:

No, I'm a lyrical miracle.

SPEAKER_05:

How was y'all week? Hysterical. Hi Rihanna.

SPEAKER_01:

How was y'all you see Rihanna?

SPEAKER_05:

No, it's just we say hi. That's what I want to say.

SPEAKER_01:

Your week.

SPEAKER_05:

My week was wonderful. Uh kept winning. This nigga's a good guy. Niggas don't be losing. So, you know, even when we lose, we win. You carry the one? So that's how my win goes. That's how my week went.

SPEAKER_06:

Uh, I thought you were gonna go with the uh the the Kanye West approach still. That's why your wind's low. So you like that's why your wind's low.

SPEAKER_05:

Like, oh, you wrote that.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02:

Lord.

SPEAKER_05:

What's wrong? That's a good week. That was a good week.

SPEAKER_02:

You said it was cool, man. Nothing just grinding, grinding, grinding.

SPEAKER_06:

Do you know what they're keeping the line in?

SPEAKER_02:

Grinding. Yeah, cocaine.

SPEAKER_06:

From ghetto to ghetto to back.

SPEAKER_02:

I saw what we're having a good time.

SPEAKER_06:

I'm yo. We like you back. It's like we're over here chilling. Yeah, I got it. She told me to suck her dick last week just because I was making dictation jokes.

SPEAKER_02:

And then she's gonna start this week by telling us she's gonna she'll uh she I thought I was gonna have to swallow it up. I said, damn.

SPEAKER_06:

I guess we're happy to have you back. This is like this is like us getting what reacquainted.

SPEAKER_02:

Allow me to reintroduce myself. Um this is family. You family. My name is Dis.

SPEAKER_03:

That's not a dog. Hey, family.

SPEAKER_02:

Hey boy. We ought to get along. Yeah, y'all get on my name. We gotta go back and do what we ought to be doing.

SPEAKER_01:

Y'all get on my name. This week, we're gonna talk about peer pressure and and the peers uh influence on our lives today. This was awesome. Did I not ask you to touch it?

SPEAKER_02:

You didn't talk about your week either.

SPEAKER_01:

Because I ain't know y'all business time my week, which I think it was cool.

SPEAKER_02:

You know what, nigga? We really don't. We just do it as a formality.

SPEAKER_01:

I think it was cool. It ain't no formality. The week was awesome. That's what I said.

SPEAKER_05:

I used to do that on stage sometimes. Be like, how you guys doing? I really don't give a fuck. I think we just have to do that as nigga sneak.

SPEAKER_02:

Don't play with me. What's the first question, nigga?

SPEAKER_01:

Did you say how your week? Yeah, it was awesome. It was awesome. Awesome sauce. Okay. Glad to be here. Share, share, share a story about a time where um a peer was gossiping about you. I have no peers.

SPEAKER_06:

A peer that was gossiping about me.

SPEAKER_01:

You can say they a time they gossiped about you, disliked you, or made fun of you.

SPEAKER_06:

Uh co-workers.

SPEAKER_01:

At your current fucking job?

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah. They gossip about been there a long time.

SPEAKER_02:

How many jobs you think he got?

SPEAKER_06:

They gossip about me and Mo a lot, and they tend to talk about what we might be doing in order to uh to not be there on Fridays. They gossip about it. Grown people? These are grown people. Yeah, grown men. Get on my goddamn business. They'll be like, oh, they're probably do they're probably making money on that podcast or something. They're never here on Fridays.

SPEAKER_05:

Oh, really? That's what they're thinking?

SPEAKER_06:

Those guys don't work Fridays.

SPEAKER_05:

Fuck. Wish I had FMLA. That's just hate. That sounds like hate.

SPEAKER_01:

That's some that's some stupid ass shit. You're nosy as hell.

SPEAKER_05:

I was gonna, I'm not gonna. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01:

By the time, go ahead. Somebody disliked you, gossiped about you.

SPEAKER_05:

I'm sure.

SPEAKER_02:

No, I was he basically saying he don't give a fuck. I'm sure it happens. And just you know, that's that's their problem to deal with, you know.

SPEAKER_05:

That's how I feel. I'm like, you gotta live with that nigga. Like, I'm not thinking about you. That's that's real talk.

SPEAKER_06:

I I often say to Maw, I said, when I I look back and you say, Well, you're doing we're doing a podcast. Uh I'm a I'm a super dope lyrical rapper. Uh I'm um I'm phenomenal at the at the whole parenting thing.

SPEAKER_07:

Yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

Uh I'm pretty funny when I need to be. So I was like, if I was in your shoes, I'd hate me too. Handling it.

SPEAKER_05:

Taking care of life. Like an adult. Yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

And apparently I'm a piece of meat.

SPEAKER_05:

We got one of them like at work right now, but I don't know if he like, I don't know what the thing he was saying. Like, he's he just worried about everything else but work himself. And he works from home.

SPEAKER_01:

What the fuck?

SPEAKER_06:

So he's like worried about you guys at work or what? That's wild.

SPEAKER_05:

Yeah, he's like, uh just the other other week, because we had that shit going on with dude fucking, so we're working in pairs. He's like, are you guys supposed to be together? Like, nigga, you are at home. We are out at three in the morning. Like, don't worry about this.

SPEAKER_04:

Yes, yes, we are. So he got he got a meeting with HR.

SPEAKER_02:

I've had uh yeah, I've had more negative things said about me from family than uh people. That's crazy.

SPEAKER_01:

I'm sorry that that was your experience.

SPEAKER_06:

Shout out to the lady at Tarjay that made me feel like a million bucks and a piece of meat at the same time. Oh well, she dropped her wallet.

SPEAKER_05:

He was Wagyu. Okay, Wagyu. Hey, you dropped something.

SPEAKER_06:

So it's been a while since I've been checked out in public.

SPEAKER_01:

Um I think more people like me now than ever. Why? Because of me? Because I'm calmer. I'm nicer, I'm more open. What the fuck? You're honest. I'm honest as hell. You say you're a calmer? I am. Do you not remember how we started this episode? Calmer. I didn't say I was calm. I said calmer.

SPEAKER_06:

She wants to smoke with Jesus as King.

SPEAKER_01:

Ur. Ur. Calm. Er. Okay. But uh yeah, I uh in junior high school, they lied. They said I gave Fareed head behind the building, and that was a motherfucking lie. He done told the niggas it was a lie. And even at 40 years old, I still have people be like, remember when you gave Fareed head behind the building?

SPEAKER_03:

Just fast.

SPEAKER_01:

No, nigga. I was not fast. I was I was turtle slow, nigga. I was not fast. I was not fast as a kid. I was so scared of every damn thing when I was young. I was not, but that was a lie. That was a total lie. And it stuck with me. I was like, God damn, like, why are y'all why are we 40 years? You're thinking about that.

SPEAKER_06:

I just they wanted it. Another PSA. I've never understood that growing up was the the need for dudes to um to lie. To lie, or even just put, even if it was true, why put the business out there?

SPEAKER_05:

Like if I did it once, but it it was because I was late as fuck to the into being in the Navy. So I was going to work, and I told her, I was like, I'm gonna have to lie and say he was fucking because that's the only way they ain't gonna write me up or send me the mask. Because he was like, if you're fucking or such and such, I'm not even gonna work but you being late. So I was like, I was fucking.

SPEAKER_01:

He he he didn't lie though. He told the truth. He's like, No, I get that.

SPEAKER_06:

I'm just saying people need to gossip about it, or or even like if it is true, like as far as things where I've seen that dudes go out of their way to try to put people on blast. Like, if she was willing to do that to you or like give you something you ain't gonna get it again, yeah. Like, why'd you put her on blast? Like, I don't understand either side of it. Like, just if people did something and they didn't do something, it's none of your fucking business.

SPEAKER_05:

Like, it's it's well, it was uh you said middle school.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, we were in middle school, it's a young minded, but we're 48.

SPEAKER_05:

Now adults do that, so it's like adults do that shit. That's just crazy. Like, I'm not for the fact that they ask, like, remember that like Yeah, like why the fuck are you asking me that?

SPEAKER_01:

And then in my adult life, the only adult that don't like me is Hayden's mama. And I ain't different reasons. I need more research. That's it. Research the shit, nigga. The only adult that I know that don't like me is Hayden's mama, and at the end of the day, I understand and I don't understand at the same time. I'm okay with her not liking me. I don't like her neither. So I'm okay with her with her not liking me. She's cute. I ain't finna hold you. I don't, I don't, I do not call people ugly when they not ugly. She cute, she kind of homie. She she always got like her her fashion is off, but but her face is cute. She's cute. And she and she had lost a lot of weight, and so sure her body looks pretty good. She's a cute, she is too fucking cute to be hating the way she does.

SPEAKER_06:

She's cute. Well, you said that you one of your apps was the fashion over. Is that for like fashion?

SPEAKER_01:

It's clothes. Uh you can order clothes there.

SPEAKER_06:

Okay.

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Yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

Do you have you ever like sent her recommendations?

SPEAKER_01:

Well, what happens is she'll see me in something. She'll see me in something. No, no, no. Like, literally, especially when me and John first got together. She would see me in something, and then like a few weeks later, I would see her in it. And then if it's because her son was going back and telling her, Oh, she gets her clothes off Fashion Nova. And I figured it out because he came home and said, You're gonna be so happy my mom's shopping at Fashion Nova. Now we don't have to sit in Rainbow for a long time.

SPEAKER_02:

So she don't hate you, she envies you.

SPEAKER_01:

It's okay.

SPEAKER_02:

I'm not fucked with nobody shopping at Rainbow.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, right.

SPEAKER_02:

Like the sandals, the store, nigga.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, like the store.

SPEAKER_05:

Ain't that shit expensive? Nah, that's some hood shit.

SPEAKER_01:

It's hood shit. But she ain't a hood bitch, because if she was, she would, she would uh okay.

SPEAKER_05:

Uh that's the white people stuff, huh?

SPEAKER_01:

No, no, that's envy.

SPEAKER_02:

I respect the you shopping sloss some more than rainbow.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, no, she she she went survival over there. Um, but she she does good in rainbow. Go ahead, baby. Put it together, baby. She she but her face is cool and her body, she lost weight. She looked, she really worked on herself. She has peace.

SPEAKER_06:

You give her compliments and I'll win it.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, you know what? I don't give a fuck about these goddamn people not liking me. I'm not gonna tear nobody down. If you look good, you look good.

SPEAKER_02:

Wow, but she said fuck me and call me a nigga every time. Well, that's love. That's love.

SPEAKER_06:

That's out of love.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I also say nice things about you all the time.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah, so it doesn't help that you your your user response to stop trying to fuck. It doesn't really help your fun.

SPEAKER_01:

Just stop trying. Let's do a rapid fire. Somebody give me a uh nickname that you got from your haters. Oh boy, I love this one.

SPEAKER_02:

Ah I don't know. I don't talk to them. Stutter box.

SPEAKER_01:

What?

SPEAKER_02:

Because you can fight? It was just one of them.

SPEAKER_01:

Did you stutter? Is that at some point? Yeah.

SPEAKER_05:

You just don't be listening to shit, do you?

SPEAKER_01:

I show up. Okay, I answer my questions.

SPEAKER_06:

That was a childhood thing, yeah.

SPEAKER_01:

I don't remember everything.

SPEAKER_05:

I just I know I'm fucking with you don't remember the question you asked, so it's cool.

SPEAKER_06:

Damn, like I and yeah, it was a it was a I had a stutter growing up, and it was uh when I would publicly speak. So yeah, when I got older, I kind of like embraced it. Because it was like saying you're embracing your fuck ups.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I remember you saying that.

SPEAKER_05:

Yeah, I gotta do that too with my wife. I gotta be more graceful too. Yeah. Because she don't remember shit.

SPEAKER_01:

And especially right, you know, when you be in like the middle, and I don't know if anyone else has ever experienced this, but when you be like in the middle of depression, you forget a lot of shit. And I just be I I literally had a cut.

SPEAKER_05:

I ain't gonna say that on loud. I don't have any nicknames from haters though. Yeah, I don't know why. Kuku Kow was another one. I do. That was how cow like the rap oh yeah, sweater. I was like, you didn't rap like who kill, man. But the sweater project.

SPEAKER_01:

I had a friend who I ended up getting into like a terrible like argument with. Like we was about to really well, I was about to box her. She got in her car and drove off, and she started um as a way to make fun of me, she started calling me Lil Miss Peace and Positivity. And I'm like I embraced the shit out of that. I got a whole TikTok name, Peace and Positivity. But she but she thought she was like making fun of me because of how at that time I was she was calling you Miss PP. She tried to.

SPEAKER_05:

For uh at uni because my dad was trying to hustle some shirts off, and they didn't sell, so we just had a shit ton of them. So I just had the same shirt in different colors every time.

SPEAKER_06:

That was a handle on Instagram for a while, and I was trying to be super positive. A B positive.

SPEAKER_02:

I remember that.

SPEAKER_05:

And A B positive. Yeah, mine would it just said the shirt said B positive. So I just decided to be positive and say, fuck them niggas.

SPEAKER_01:

Fuck them. What is the the funniest rumor that you ever heard about yourself?

SPEAKER_05:

That I was a crackhead.

SPEAKER_01:

Somebody said you was a crackhead. Yeah, it was family. Like smoking it? Yeah. Damn. Damn. I'm sorry you experienced that. Damn, that's crazy. Yeah. Funniest that you heard from a hater?

SPEAKER_06:

Uh that I heard from a hater. Oh, that I sucked at rapping. I know it was false.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I'm stuff. Okay.

SPEAKER_06:

Was it one of the niggas from the No, okay. Back in the day, I was like a nigga. If we if you if we go bar for bar, it's it's a rap. So it's like one? Huh?

SPEAKER_00:

The overweight hater?

SPEAKER_05:

No, she going specific. Yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

No, no. This is this would be like a long time ago. I got a I got a lot of them.

SPEAKER_05:

I don't know. What was it? Uh funniest rumor?

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, funniest rumor you ever heard about yourself.

SPEAKER_05:

To be honest, man, like I I didn't even know I had haters till I was like grown. Cause I would just block them out. Like one nigga, like, he told me he was like, We became cool, but I remember the first time I saw you. I bombed. It's like this nigga, I saw you, and I was like, I don't know what the hype is. And I'm like, damn, I'll I guess that's good that I had a hype.

SPEAKER_02:

But damn nigga, did you come here to hate on me? Like, yeah, absolutely. That was the mission.

SPEAKER_06:

I always found it about a in a roundabout way. About like that's how I figured somebody, oh yeah. Somebody was like, Man, you know they're doing. I'm like, well, why would they do that? Like, I've I mind my own business, and you'd be like, Oh, yeah, they're doing this. Well, god damn. Like, I guess me living my life is a fucking Andy Truman out this motherfucker.

SPEAKER_05:

I like that. I'm gonna change chairs. I'm tripping. You see this?

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, yes, yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

Oh, were you lowering slower? I uh you know we have a few Kenworth like that.

SPEAKER_02:

He's not lying.

SPEAKER_06:

You fucking driving it like, damn, I could have sworn I was sitting up way higher than this. Let's just roll with it.

SPEAKER_01:

Yes. Um, other than the one I mentioned, I really have not heard very many rumors about me. Damn, I've been starting them too. Ain't got back to me because niggas ain't dumb. Um and I'm transparent. Yeah, that's true. I'll tell you exactly what the fuck it is. I did this dumb shit, I do this dumb shit. I'll tell you what it is, so it don't be no reason to start no rumor about me.

SPEAKER_05:

I feel like when people are hating on me, they don't realize that I don't like give a fuck. Like, if that's what it is, that's what it is. You're like, oh, you do this goofy shit. Like, yeah, nigga, I know. Like, I know.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I know I'm weird, nigga. Duh, nigga. Like, duh, nigga. Um, and then what's the worst clapback you ever use? I never had no bad clapback, baby, because one thing about it, baby, since the day I was fucking born. I've been for my cry was even funny. I've been funny since the day I was fucking born. I don't have a bad clapback.

SPEAKER_06:

When I think bad, I think good, though.

SPEAKER_01:

My all my clapbacks is good. Everything, everything I say to a nigga.

SPEAKER_06:

Clap bar.

SPEAKER_01:

You said hi-fi.

SPEAKER_06:

Hi.

SPEAKER_01:

I can't say none of that shit on on the internet.

SPEAKER_06:

I'll tell you mine is it was a rap bar. I said, I warned homeboy not to take no shots. Now I'm gonna take him way back where his hairline stopped.

SPEAKER_01:

I'll get your hairline from the back. I think I'll pull your hairline up. I wouldn't even beat him with you. I wouldn't even beeping with you.

unknown:

Damn.

SPEAKER_02:

I don't know. I don't know. I'll be just saying shit.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I'm the same way. I you say something to me, they clap back me this like this goddamn quick. This this quick.

SPEAKER_06:

What? Um that that's all insane. Yeah. I I was nigga, I came from Battle Rap. So yeah, that that was I did that shit immediately. When I found out I got a diss track on me, I did that shit immediately.

SPEAKER_01:

There's a diss track?

SPEAKER_06:

That was then, yeah. That was 2008, 2009. And I that was my space area, and I remember I had a fucking disc ready to go the next next day. And I played that damn thing, I don't know how many times. I never listened to this disc track. I just heard somebody was like, you know, you said this about you. I said, okay, say less.

SPEAKER_05:

And then flang. I got nothing. This worst clap back is nothing at all. Silence.

SPEAKER_01:

Next question. Okay. Um, and then what are your healing habits when dealing with haters? Like, what's your what? What the fuck?

SPEAKER_06:

Pussy, huh?

SPEAKER_01:

Oh, I thought I thought he was calling me a pussy.

SPEAKER_06:

I was like, damn, nigga, why you do I can I can see taking it out on pussy.

SPEAKER_02:

I don't need to heal from a phone.

SPEAKER_06:

Dick it down. Just it's not a bad one.

SPEAKER_02:

I'm saying quarter pound her. That's not a bad way to get out of the. I'm saying once you get a good, once you once you get that post, you know what?

SPEAKER_05:

You just what the what am I what was I mad about?

SPEAKER_01:

Nigga hating on me while I'm fucking like I don't need to to um to heal from haters because I don't give a fuck.

SPEAKER_06:

Like I've been hit like I can see taking out aggression, like what the fuck?

SPEAKER_05:

Da da da.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah.

SPEAKER_05:

Tune them out like they don't exist.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, I'm not just out of for like respect for hating because it really hurts his heart whenever me and his mom argue, but I think my best comebacks be on her ass. I be I be lighting her ass the fuck out. Like, I can't, I'm not gonna do hate like that.

SPEAKER_05:

Well, you're gonna write them down to the city. I may have to scenarios.

SPEAKER_01:

I may have to, because I'll be lighting her ass up. I be, I be, I've literally said things to her, and Hayden has chuckled. And I'll be like, Hayden, that's not funny, that's your mom.

SPEAKER_06:

That's how you know the joke was funny.

SPEAKER_01:

It's not nice, baby. I be lighting her ass up because she thinks she's funny, she not, bitch. You just cute. Just stay there at the cute, because the funny ain't it, baby.

SPEAKER_05:

Yeah, that's well, there's a lot of niggas laughing at sorry jokes then.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, she um so whenever you have this, this, um, these different issues with peers and bullies or whatever. Do you uh I'm not gonna call them bullies because I am 40, 40 years, I'm 40 years old. Anybody fucking bullying me, but do you talk to family or do you work those things out? Nigga, life is bullying you because it's bullying me. Life is bullying me, yes, but these other fucking humans are not.

SPEAKER_06:

I usually talk to Maurice and his usual advice is man, fuck the damn. He's like, damn, like this is your go-to for everything.

SPEAKER_01:

Yes, it is.

SPEAKER_02:

If it applies.

SPEAKER_01:

It is.

SPEAKER_02:

I forgot.

SPEAKER_01:

I was I'm sorry, I was do you usually talk to family or work it out? If I'm fighting with them? Like if you beef, well, hell if you beef with it. Well, you talk to your wife, I'm sure. That's family.

SPEAKER_02:

I'll talk to um my wife, my brother, McFly. My fan. That's what it is. Kevin.

SPEAKER_05:

I don't talk to nobody, and I'm working on that. It's not healthy from what I'm understanding, so I never know when you got sleep.

SPEAKER_02:

I'm like, why should call Kevin? I think I'll probably sleep. I ain't gonna call.

SPEAKER_05:

I'm doing better. Like I've I've uh that shit with the that motherfucker at the restaurant. Like I talked to Amanda, I usually just suck shit and be like, what pause? That sounds right. Oh my god. Well, yeah, I usually just you know what's wrong with y'all.

SPEAKER_06:

You know you love this shit.

SPEAKER_01:

I love y'all, but y'all be pausing, pausing, pausing, pausing, but I don't ever catch it until after you said, and then I'll be like, oh god.

SPEAKER_06:

They were talking about that on the Joe Budden podcast. Did you catch that? The whole what age do we stop saying pause?

SPEAKER_05:

Whenever fuck you feel like it. Yeah, but they said I was a 40. We're supposed to because sometimes you say some shit and you go like, oh nigga, you don't don't say that.

SPEAKER_01:

When did y'all start saying that? Because I never heard nobody say that until I came here. I never heard anybody say that.

SPEAKER_05:

It always just evolved.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah, it's all the same thing. It was never paused when I was younger. It was usually like whoa.

SPEAKER_02:

I remember the no homo.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah, the no homo. Then yeah, okay.

SPEAKER_02:

I just remembered the original. Then you get in trouble for saying homo now is what you got to say. You do.

SPEAKER_06:

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01:

Is that right? Yeah. Not under Trump's administration. For now. Yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

I mean, you could not say. It's gonna be never not just Vincent.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, you gonna yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_05:

Other people. Shout out to Jimmy Kimmel.

SPEAKER_01:

Shout out to Jimmy motherfucking Kimmel.

SPEAKER_05:

Not to Jimmy, not to Jimmy.

SPEAKER_01:

Why we can't shout out to Kim?

SPEAKER_05:

I'm gonna shout it to the motherfuckers who put them back on. Yeah, that too.

SPEAKER_01:

No, fuck them, because they lost money.

SPEAKER_05:

To not say nothing. They lost money to do it.

SPEAKER_01:

They lost money to put him back on. Yeah, that's gangster shit.

SPEAKER_05:

Like, because the other companies, the other people who did it, they didn't. He's not in like 30 states or 30 cities. They still didn't put him on. So the fact that the ABC motherfuckers said, all right, let's do it.

SPEAKER_01:

So other other cities he's not back on.

SPEAKER_02:

ABC was losing money.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah, that's not a reason to put to me. I feel like there's nothing like ethical about that. You didn't put him back on because you felt like that morally what you had done was wrong. You put him back on because your pockets are bleeding.

SPEAKER_05:

They still could have not. They still didn't. There's a whole other bunch of companies.

SPEAKER_01:

All that proves to me is that their money means a lot to them and they don't give a fuck about their morals. Fuck the morals. Shout out to Jimmy Motherfucking Kimball.

SPEAKER_06:

So not say anything.

SPEAKER_05:

Shout out to him, yeah.

SPEAKER_06:

Other than uh how much someone gave a fuck about a situation and then get canceled for it is crazy.

SPEAKER_01:

Yeah. Meanwhile, we got that puck face bitch calling Jasmine Crockett out her name. And ain't nobody said nothing to her, her whole face melting off.

SPEAKER_06:

I don't even know who's gonna be able to do it. Let's move on before we.

SPEAKER_05:

get canceled anyway says we don't got abc money goddamn right i don't got the a the b or the c when when when dealing with um a hater do you choose forgiveness or distance distance always distance for sure i forgive them no you don't only only way i forgive them is because i but man i hate me too if i was you i forgive them because they'll never be able to be around somebody that's dope and if they want my sympathy look in the dictionary between shit and syphilis we're gonna have to find what that's where you'll find my sympathy we're gonna have to we I just what that's what the word is between those two words that's why it's hilarious you okay so that was you get yeah Grace I'm Grace That's how I go I mean you want to say you're the fight is what happened you the one that said you was a turtle slow so shit and syphilis I meant in a in when I was younger I was not a fast joke ass girl just jokes calm down that head snap was quick high in the crotch ain't nobody was hot no goddamn crotch you know who it was hot in the crotch anyone who had syphilis syphilis yours we missed you I missed y'all too y'all still get on my motherfucking nerves um okay so let's focus on the power of words and how you rebuild yourself after people try to tear you down um do you prefer mo self-motivation or inspiration I need the combo pause right yeah number 10 pause Jesus I agree with that a little bit a little bit both the same a little a little both because I'll use the inspiration or motivation to then turn into what I do with it the creativity I think yeah like you said it's both I do like the uh red hot chili peppers I'm motivated by the lack of doubt like I feel like the people in my group or friend group or peers don't doubt that if I put my mind to shit it's it's a go.

SPEAKER_06:

Say the word if you need me to doubt you more extra I mean then that goes the opposite fuck your motivation nigga supreme ignorance I don't believe you know what that motivated me time to go like supreme ignorance but I don't know it's just because that that's inspiration from your your friends to as motivation so and family I shouldn't just say it like that I guess my friends are my family so I'm rambling what's your daily mantra you might go pay fuck it's always been the same thing you know what you need to do nigga so do it that's my dad's voice every time these bitches don't stand a chair I said that this morning too y'all get it mantra yeah I don't know you the you're the greatest I mean we're like I am healthy I am wealthy I am rich I am that bitch I mean we were I said that one too I am that bitch I said I'm that nigga though you say a sassy I did say I said a Drakey uh uh so I'm that nigga so I was like did you that means you snap bitch Drakey don't do Drake like that bless his little no yeah we don't thank you Drake for giving me all the material that I needed to see with your podcast with Bobby Altoff that's whatever like the sassiness that you have I was like god damn nigga like stop what are you talking about nigga is sassy god damn in in this season of of growth who has been your biggest supporters you guys oh you said growth I thought you said the growth E and J.

SPEAKER_01:

Shut up man you don't even drink and that uh and you ain't drinking E and J and you damn sure ain't drinking a damn E and J.

SPEAKER_02:

The beat supplement I take oh can you send me a picture of it make it feel good oh it makes I might need some I might need some okay all right well I don't need that I'm not trying to just walk around just oh god on rock like I'm 18 again you know oh God yeah I can't be black does it lower your blood pressure it lowers your blood pressure but it also like since it gets the blood flowing you flow everywhere that shit's amazing like it flows like believe it yeah Jesus I'll send it to you it's uh it's called nitrate something yeah but it's it's it's for the it pretty much pumps oxygen to the blood we're talking we're talking construction grade steel yeah ill that shit's crazy who who was your biggest motivator who's your biggest motivator right now uh supporter who's your biggest supporter right now who get the fuck out of here what the hell uh my biggest supporter I would say it was my daughter okay oh we answered the last question I think Study just did you just skip the that is the that was the last question yeah yeah see now now who don't know what the fuck I see a little it's my daughter because she's like Dad did you get you get your protein today oh I looked you work out today she needed to call me tell her ask me did I do my I'm like yeah I didn't but then I but I feel like she only asked that question so she can get my protein bars well you don't need this one because you since you already hit it today you don't need well shit you know that my wife my wife supports me yes all her that I'm gonna tell you that ass and um you know my my my uh my brothers and sisters it gets super uncomfortable it just it's crazy my wife got ass the house we're not debating that what she's holding yeah we're just got ass your entire household trying to skirt yeah your entire household I'm trying to skirt too guys your entire household you said your entire house pause I I have a list of supporters right now I'm gonna I'm gonna try to remember everybody okay so Dominique Lauren okay the three of you for sure take my name off the list fuck you um Kainesha American I'm not taking her off the list I love her our cousin my cousin our cousin um aften Aisha when I said Dominique I should also say my mama because they that them two is a combo um Damien and I have a friend named Jamar he's been very supportive what's Jamar's last name don't put that on the internet yeah I'll show you him he he actually has a good page if you ain't following it you should okay um just pretty much oh my gosh my supervisor Mimi Deja Mimi what's Mimi real name I'll show you her later she she fine as hell too um she got a man though everybody government she got a man though um but just everybody who has stood strong beside me through this last season of life this journey that I've been on through um for just everything okay um the two of you for you because I watch you um lose your weight and it made motivates me I see you and be like I gotta go to the gym because low key I'm gonna be the only fat person on this motherfucker so I have to the fact that he held it and then jiggled it he jiggled the fucking you because you will actually tell me to go to the gym.

SPEAKER_01:

You and after you will actually tell me like hey Fran, this where we going yeah don't be sad you go to the gym we go and then you because you always and and and hold on the words of my friend uh in the words of my gym friend Marlene you might go to the gym and find you a papa period um you always show up in a loving space and it's always gentle and kind and I appreciate that. So just all those people I hope I didn't leave anybody out 16 to be successful all of those people because literally like I can I can't even explain to you like literally like it just in this last month like these are the people that checked up on me regularly and I am beyond blessed and beyond thankful that God put on all of your hearts to even think of me because I've gone through this same type of situation completely the fuck alone. Of course with Dominique and Denise that's my mama um but oh and my cousin Papa because he also checks on me on a regular but um I'm just incredibly thankful because we are in some fucked up times period for you guys to all take a moment out of your day which I'm sure is busy and think of me. Oh God I could not ask for more I'm so thankful and I will forever be in debt to all of you and forever be by all of you guys aside because I'm just thankful. Don't think the Holly of me I had I put my Shinada sand you you're lying you're lying because every time you message me it was it was different and it and and I I chuckle because you'll message me and be like what can I do? Do you need anything with it is you're such a man and such a like providing type person that your thought process is to be like okay so the day that I told you that I had lost the baby the first thing you said was what do you need from me and I'm nigga I don't know but you're such a like providing type person that's where your mind went and I I I thought it was the sweetest thing ever I I have a very important question.

SPEAKER_02:

Sure.

SPEAKER_01:

This Aisha that you know is this the Aisha the same one from the song that he the girl he never had no but we sang that to her okay Aisha Why you keep hiding your laughter man what are you talking about you keep every time you laugh you you you cuff your laughter like we because he's trying to he's trying to convince the world that he don't love me and he do he laughing at some foul shit he loved me Kynesha loves me and I love Kynesha and we got the same cousin and he's trying to convince the world that none of this is true but this is all very true statements.

SPEAKER_02:

And again I'm gonna tell you the same thing I always tell you I keep you around for Dominic.

SPEAKER_01:

You're lying that's my girl you can't get to Dominique pure some people like ribs some people like grits some people like ribs and grits anyways I hope I didn't leave nobody out but all of y'all is the Bob so there's that especially Carnesha fucking especially Carnesha yes very much so are you are you fancy up Janice Kristen I'm still going off on names we've got 16 Janice Kristen I'm y'all are just thinking you were 18 because you finished at 17 right now I'm blessed I'm blessed this is this to have on a serious note to have gone through this this many times and people still allow me to be as in pain as I need to be and not be like oh God this bitch going through this shit again is like wow. What are you supposed to do you want people to be insensitive? No but I have encountered some insensitive motherfuckers I'm like I like I tell Gavin let me know if you need me to deliver if you need to be insensitive I will deliver I've encountered some people that have been insensitive and and one person in particular I don't think the nigga insensitive on purpose I honestly think he just don't know how to be sensitive so he say crazy shit to me. So it happens I don't think he's doing the shit on purpose I think in his in his heart and in his mind he wants to be sensitive but doesn't know how. Those people say that easier to deal with I feel like when you're like some people I've met where you're like damn this guy's kind of a douche and then I'm like I don't think they know okay okay so this is just yeah it's just who they it's who they are it's just who they are and I I I guarantee you and it's so much so that when he sees this episode he's gonna call me and ask me why I didn't say his name because he's not doing it on purpose. I'm telling you right now like yeah so you know but thank you guys but let's just let's twitch more so yo titties is twitching this has been another episode of the heavyweight podcast he over there with two more bodega baddies no titties is twitching we're done for the day bodegas always like share subscribe what's wrong with like jumping titties comment on all the things this nigga's titties is jumping it's time to go peace peace that's real you know that's that's how make sure click like subscribe zoom in we don't break more throat until next time at you

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