The Heavyweight Podcast
Welcome to *The Heavyweight Podcast*, where every week, a dynamic group of four—“this lady and these three guys”—come together to discuss a wide range of topics that both warm the heart and nourish the soul. The Heavyweight Podcast brings together four unique individuals, each with their own perspective, to engage in open and honest conversations about real-life situations. Whether you're in need of a good laugh to release some tension or you're seeking real answers to life’s tough questions, tune in to *The Heavyweight Podcast*. Whatever you're looking for, you’ll find it here.
The Heavyweight Podcast
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What lies beyond this life? These existential questions shape our daily choices, from prioritizing financial stability for future generations to navigating health challenges and personal aspirations. Amidst serious reflections, we find lighthearted moments in whimsical pet names and quirky animal-themed footwear.
We also dive into the world of self-expression, where confidence and humor take center stage. From mastering the art of compliments to overcoming shyness and pursuing stand-up comedy, we celebrate the courage to step beyond comfort zones. Through personal stories and laughter, we explore the freedom of honest self-expression and the lessons learned from life’s ups and downs.
Welcome to the Heavyweight Podcast.
Speaker 2:The message behind saying the title of the Heavyweight Podcast is to be able to say that we can weigh in on some heavy shit. What we're talking about is important from every aspect of it. It's a heavy weight. It's not just about physical weight, but the weight of things that can weigh our minds. So I think it's dope that we can have this conversation.
Speaker 3:What's good, this is episode 187 of the heavyweight podcast.
Speaker 2:I am your anti-social host and never your favorite. Stata McFly back again with this lady and these two guys. Go ahead and state your name for the beautiful people out chill.
Speaker 1:I guess I'm Kevin Kevin Wendell.
Speaker 3:I don't know why. I don't know what to cry over. She just.
Speaker 1:She can't, she can't stop giggling.
Speaker 3:Who is you? I'm sorry, can you say it in the mic, please? Y'all.
Speaker 4:Somebody save me From these niggas? Is that the diva?
Speaker 1:why we gotta be.
Speaker 4:That's where her name is somebody no it's not because they don't see the behind the scenes. You always got a joke over there that you throw in. You laugh before you tell a joke. So we know you, finna, come with some bullshit out your mouth, you tell your jokes real quick and he be whispering his fucking jokes and don't nobody hear the shit but me.
Speaker 2:I don't I don't have no idea what anyone's talking about. I'm the most unjoking person in the world.
Speaker 3:I am so serious and, like you, just talk about uh masturbation right, I've never talked about ejaculation on this show.
Speaker 2:I have no idea what you're talking about. There is no proof that you guys can find out there that I do anything other than just you did me like this no, I was rolling dice. Um, I don't know what you're talking about. I'm straight straight shooter.
Speaker 4:I am unfunny, I'm very serious and never smile I'm tired of you, and I was new when you did it, so I didn't know what the fuck to do.
Speaker 2:I was rolling dice.
Speaker 4:People are on their damn dice, Sorry Weeks. The sound effects, oh my God. I had a great week, thank you.
Speaker 1:My week. It's good. I'm about to board a plane, so we'll see how that goes.
Speaker 4:Oh God, it's good I'm about to board a plane, so we'll see how that goes.
Speaker 3:Yeah, oh god, hey they got money for real. This nigga stay gone nah dog.
Speaker 1:I bought this like three months ago.
Speaker 3:I don't care when you bought it, nigga you stay gone.
Speaker 1:Maybe four, you do stay gone stay gone now after this one, guess where I'ma be in the club? Yep, right in there, right in there. Right in there in the club, right in there, kevin. What you doing today?
Speaker 3:not a thing that's some old nigga shit. Always the school man um gym and growth. That's all it is. Gym and growth, gg, gg what'd you say?
Speaker 1:you went to school gym and growth.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I'm not talking, I'm not gonna go down the road.
Speaker 1:You start laughing and shit and I'm like this nigga think I'm gonna go down.
Speaker 3:I'm not going down a nasty road with you okay, I'll say I went to the, I went to the gym and, and, and, and, uh, here we go pursued my personal growth yep, that's yep.
Speaker 1:He's trying to go, he's trying to take us there. I'm like he got the four-wheel drive on.
Speaker 2:And when you talk about sound effects, I was thinking about the meth guy again.
Speaker 1:Oh, my God please get that nigga off your mind. Like why'd you say that he was naked?
Speaker 3:huh, probably sound like a Diddy party, take that take that, take that, take that, take that, take that.
Speaker 1:What them niggas in there doing.
Speaker 4:I'm tired of y'all.
Speaker 2:They listened to the body cam footage.
Speaker 4:Ew, not they listening to the body?
Speaker 2:They didn't have to watch it, they just.
Speaker 1:Nigga, you can't watch it. It's just on somebody's bare ass.
Speaker 4:Chest what y'all doing oh my god, it got on, jim.
Speaker 3:Oh my god your week, your week that hasn't set her week she started off. She's at my school. Yeah, she did that shit real quick, alright. I went to the dentist right and my regular hygienist wasn't there okay and it bummed me out because she makes it easy, she makes it easy.
Speaker 2:Um, so it was a. It was a new lady, she was chill and we ended up bonding over the fact that her husband was a a driver for ups and he retired. So I was like that's what's up, you know. And I'm like, oh, this is going cool. She's nice polite. She fucked up. What'd she do? She stabbed me in the fucking lip did you press charges?
Speaker 3:I wanted to, that's all.
Speaker 2:She apologized, though, but this is the thing I'm saying. This is a very common thing. I want to say it wasn't my first brush with getting stabbed in the lip, but if you suffer from big lips like I have, it's coming. You get stabbed a lot. You know what I'm saying, and I don't think these people of other races know how to adapt to big lips when they're working on cleaning teeth.
Speaker 3:Well, hold on, you don't know. There may be some other races out there of the female species that their lips get stabbed when they go for passersby.
Speaker 2:I'm not talking about them. Lips nigga. This nigga is ignorant, I swear. Hey, I've been stabbed in the lips multiple times. I want to say this is my first time. It wasn't so. What I'm saying is my other hygienist. She don't do that. So, the risk I take on taking on new hygienists when they clean my teeth is I could get stabbed.
Speaker 3:Couldn't reschedule.
Speaker 2:No man, I was trying to get it done. It was early in the morning. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1:I think I've been lucky. Then I've had other shit that gone wrong but, never been stabbed in the lips.
Speaker 2:I've stabbed in the lip. This time I didn't bleed. Last time I bled, damn.
Speaker 1:Yeah that's always fun.
Speaker 3:You draw blood, I'm pressing charges.
Speaker 1:You probably signed a waiver.
Speaker 3:I was attacked, probably signed a waiver, like years ago, not for that. That was violent.
Speaker 2:I can hear you Bitch the whole trying to figure it like I said. Maneuvering, that that's it. We got to be more aware of this. To that, you know what I'm saying. That just, it was painful. I almost won.
Speaker 3:Anyway, I guess we'll get into the shenanigans you let a nigga shenan one time, you gonna shenan again.
Speaker 2:There we go so what are your biggest strengths and what are your biggest weaknesses? What are the three questions you wish you could define or get definite answers to about yourself?
Speaker 3:that's a lot. We just started the first no, it's that.
Speaker 2:That was the whole question. That was the topic was your strengths and weaknesses. Oh, okay, and then the question is what are the three questions you wish you could get definite answers to about yourself?
Speaker 3:go ahead, kevin, because because Kevin got something for you.
Speaker 1:That'll get me thrown off the bus. Oh man, about myself, about yourself, I don't think there's anything definite like this. I don't feel I know, know, don't know about myself. I feel like I took that wrong because I was thinking like more just definite, like period answers, like what's after this and stuff like that.
Speaker 2:you said period and I thought the menstrual thing earlier. So I was like why is he going back to that? But um, I guess you to that, I guess you can make it the definite answer you want questions about. If it makes it easier for you, kevin.
Speaker 4:Why did Dez turn away? I'm tired of you. That's why I am fucking tired.
Speaker 2:I mean he said they were all in sync.
Speaker 4:Had it.
Speaker 2:No, Justin oh my God Ain't no lie. Bye, bye, bye.
Speaker 4:Kevin, what's your little three questions nigga Get this going?
Speaker 1:Is there actually anything after this for me Like?
Speaker 3:life nigga yeah.
Speaker 1:I don't know.
Speaker 3:I don't know if it's life?
Speaker 1:or if it's, what is it you know? Because everybody say you know, there's something or there's nothing, but we don't know. Because I don't know, I don't think, I want that answer you know what what but you'll know the answer before it happens. If it's nothing, then you're like well, that might be bad, because I might live reckless. Yeah, because a lot of people find out there's nothing getting this Lamborghini and gunning it, but nah, I wouldn't do that, still got them so.
Speaker 3:I wouldn't get in a Lamborghini because I couldn't get out it's gotta be me uh, I'm gonna let you guys go.
Speaker 1:I'm gonna think of something else, because I can't like. That's the only thing I would I can't really think anything. The definite answers, I don't know because that's a tough one, like for me, I don't know, because I don't really think of anything as definite too much. There's only two things everything's relative well, I mean in a sense, because there's only two things that are definite.
Speaker 3:Here's the thing I do know. I think all of my questions would oh see what you said about me you can?
Speaker 3:it seems to be stomping you anybody so just go ahead and answer all of my questions would be, like what do I need to do?
Speaker 3:Like what steps are what I need to take to ensure the success of my daughter or to ensure that her life is better and easier than mine? Because I feel like that's part of my goal is. Like now was to make it that, you know, she don't struggle like daddy and mom had to struggle. You know, even though she don't struggle like daddy and mom had to struggle, you know, even though she don't feel like we ever struggled because she's swollen as shit, she don't realize that you know me and mama used to wait for that direct positive hit so we can eat. She don't know, she ain't never been in the mud. So I think most of my questions would be catered towards that Like what do I need to do personally and what steps do I need to take to ensure that her life is everything she wants it to be? I think that's what I would do my wife. She fine, as long as she got me she fine.
Speaker 2:I was going to ask, you didn't think maybe like what is exact, like the exact measurements for the perfect balcony?
Speaker 3:or no, because we just get it when we fit in. Okay, respect, I mean, we both ain't got to be on the balcony as long as one person on there.
Speaker 4:I don't have no questions that I will answer. To be honest with you, you don't no.
Speaker 3:You don't.
Speaker 4:No.
Speaker 3:Like why don't crystals in charge?
Speaker 4:motherfuckers charge. Every time, nigga, every time, thank you. Every single different moon charged like a motherfucker moon, water and everything charged I have a question to capacity yes, how are the shoes doing? What? Oh, they're doing. Good, my dog did try to attack them. I had to keep them hidden because Sandy is not a fan. They are doing.
Speaker 3:So Sandy's not a fan of the animal sandals.
Speaker 4:Yeah, Sandy ain't fucking with it. September kind of just looks at them, but Sandy is not a fan of the animal sandals yeah, sandy ain't fucking with it. September kind of just looks at them, but Sandy is not fucking with it.
Speaker 3:The fact that you got a dog named September Is hilarious to me. She's cute too.
Speaker 4:You know what she came her name. When we got her Her name was September, but at the time that was Hayden's favorite song, so we kept the name September, that's dope.
Speaker 1:That's dope. Yeah, you came out the gates With a tough one there.
Speaker 2:Kept the name September.
Speaker 3:That's dope, that's dope, yeah, yeah you came out the gates with a tough one there. Yeah, I just asked my definite question. I'm just what?
Speaker 4:the shoes, I mean the only thing I don't have answers to about my life is what's going on with my health to where I can't have children. If I can get the definite answer on that, that would be cool, but other than that I don't really have a lot of questions.
Speaker 2:I don't think I've ever stumped you guys.
Speaker 4:Yeah, you got us.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I just, I don't know.
Speaker 3:I say we're just in the know, in the know, in the know, like we know ourselves.
Speaker 1:I mean there's still going to be things that come up here and there.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I mean I would say. My other definite answer or that I would like to answer to, is exactly what steps I need to take in order to be successful with the podcast, podcasts, and with any venture that I would like to do as far as uh, to make sure to ensure success so I can give my family what you know, what, what I feel they deserve. That would be a big one, cause there's, there's, a certain formula that I haven't yet figured out, but I'm sure I'm getting there.
Speaker 1:I guess I look at it differently. You think about self yeah, I was trying to figure out like I don't know it's tough cause that's I don't know it doesn't sound right, but I'm like I don't really give a shit. Like not, like you know, I don't know I mean, you are a hippie, kevin so what is?
Speaker 2:how would you describe yourself in one sentence?
Speaker 3:once it is, I am, I am which one reincarnated or that negative I am okay, you're, you realize enough that would be your that is a full sentence yes, I am, that would be your sentence yeah, yeah, because I have, I wear many hats, so I can't, I can't say um, I can't say I'm one particular thing. So I guess I could say I am who I need to be for myself and for those I love.
Speaker 1:That's yeah, okay, that's more of a sentence than I am Nice. Nigga Don't ever respect me nigga. Sentence than I am Nas nigga don't even respect me nigga. No, I am.
Speaker 3:I said that wrong can, I can my bad.
Speaker 1:Who gives a shit? 2001 we're still banging 2001's bangers how would I explain myself in one sentence that make is dope like like drugs dope or like dope yeah okay, all of it. Okay, all of it. Addictive, also fresh, like in fresh, you know like fresh fit. Yeah, I've always been dope. Okay, I've probably been weird for a while but subjective.
Speaker 3:But okay yeah not to me.
Speaker 1:I think you're pretty dope subjective.
Speaker 4:Thank you, yeah, I mean he cool, he dope like dope. Alright, then I can't be um defined by one sentence me fly, let me just ain't no way. Unregrettably, I can't be defined by one sentence McFly, ain't no way unregrettably me that's dope that's a phrase. I am unregrettably me boom sentence pop him in the mouth.
Speaker 1:Is she still yours, or was that yours?
Speaker 2:were you unregrettably me.
Speaker 4:I put it in sentence form for him, since this nigga want to be technical.
Speaker 3:First of all, my friend is smart enough to make his own sense. He don't need you, okay.
Speaker 4:Everybody needs me. That's my sentence. Everybody needs me.
Speaker 3:You out here lying to the world.
Speaker 4:Not lying to not one motherfucker up in here, but since you attacked my friend here here, I put it into sentence form for him. But that was a really good one, mcfly shut your ass.
Speaker 3:That would just prove that a lot of females don't understand the male friendship dynamic.
Speaker 4:I don't give a fuck about your friendship dynamic. Nick, suck my dick. Go on to the next question you got one in my backpack, should I go?
Speaker 2:to the car, should I?
Speaker 4:go to the car why, do you have to?
Speaker 3:so hold on hold on hold on, hold on Hold on. She got the dick. Kevin, do you have the meth? We want to see it. Period.
Speaker 4:Why would I have the meth? You need to reenact me Because you the hippie. What?
Speaker 1:is the next question.
Speaker 3:Why would a hippie? I don't know.
Speaker 2:What is the mistake you learned from the most?
Speaker 4:fuck what they think I overplay the fuck out of my part. Is that possible? Yeah, absolutely, absolutely. I have um tried to hell. I got a list of mistakes I done tried to teach men how to be men can't do that, cannot do that.
Speaker 4:The shit that never did that. I've overplayed my part and come out and and shown people all my cards in the beginning here. This is what I am, this is what I can be for you, this is what I do and I can do this for you. And men have eaten that shit the fuck up, and not poured anything else back into me because they wasn't fucked for it. The bitch done gave it to me. Y'all in the first damn month of us knowing each other, don't say shit smart to me while I'm being vulnerable, because I will. I've been listening.
Speaker 1:I don't think it was, those wasn't men, but we with you but that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3:I have done too much too soon all I was gonna say was so you know, you felt like you was one of those women that give guys a playbook exactly what they do absolutely, I was, absolutely, I was, absolutely I was.
Speaker 4:I'm not even going to lie about that. That has been the biggest mistake.
Speaker 3:If I know, there's a young lady at our place of appointment and I'm like the way she talks. She gives you the playbook to play her like a fiddle.
Speaker 4:I think a lot of women do that though, to be honest, not all of them, of course, not all of them but I think a lot of women are like that where we just go in and we show you all our cards because we want to be what it is. It's a self-confidence thing. There's not enough confidence in you that you yourself will be desirable to somebody. You go mesh, naturally, with somebody, so you just go in and you show everything you think will be desirable to that person in hopes that they will pick you. Look here, um.
Speaker 3:I think I was in eighth grade and I said if Sam Cassell could find a wife, listen why you do that. There's somebody out here for me, damn.
Speaker 2:You used to suck shots at Sam Cassell Damn, that's like damn, that's no reason.
Speaker 1:He got it straight for no reason.
Speaker 3:That was a great me. I looked at Sam Cassell, I looked at Reggie Miller. I said these niggas, especially Reggie Miller.
Speaker 2:He was probably at home right now eating a nutter butter and was like, well, I gotta take a hit you better leave them nuts alone.
Speaker 1:Who Reggie Sam Sam? I was like.
Speaker 4:Reggie Miller, he was cracking them all.
Speaker 2:He had that one piece of nutter butter sitting on his lip. Well, I got to take a strip.
Speaker 3:Not sitting on his lip, but that's a bit serious though, like what, like this kind of off track, but like what you said, right. What you just said right now is kind of like why I try to teach my daughter to be self-confident. Right, because I do understand that when you lack confidence, it's easy for someone to come up and portray one thing and be something else, because just you getting a compliment if you're not used to compliments, it's easy it makes you a little less reserved when dealing with someone because they're feeding into you in a way that interests you because you're not used to that. So I do think it's important for me, especially in my role with my daughter, to let her know like, no, like, build up her confidence and her self-worth so that you know these dusty ass niggas out here can't approach her, I agree, and they can just impress her.
Speaker 4:I absolutely agree. You're going to save her from a lot of mediocrity that way, I mean we can try.
Speaker 3:She might grow up like bad boys.
Speaker 2:All we can do is hope, yeah, for all we know, sam Cassell was a fan of ours, and then we just lost one follower.
Speaker 3:He was like man I love this heavyweight pop?
Speaker 2:Why the fuck I got to take it straight?
Speaker 3:Sam you know your teeth was fucked.
Speaker 1:We want a Cheryl anyway, I know, but we could have got them Wendy's commercials.
Speaker 2:My mistake is it was often was trying to prove my worth instead of just knowing that I was was dope, but trying to constantly prove that, hey, I'm dope. It's like I don't have to show that shit. Dope sells itself. So I just had to learn that.
Speaker 4:I agree. In the beginning of the song I'm dope. Is that you saying this? Nigga done, put me back on the payroll. Is that your voice? Yeah, okay, I thought it was, but I just wasn't sure. I wanted to ask you.
Speaker 3:Oh, that was a reference to when they were on the label together.
Speaker 4:I didn't know.
Speaker 3:Oh, just so you know, I'm a real McFly fan.
Speaker 4:Oh, thank you, I didn't know. Just so you know I'm very new to this local music.
Speaker 2:There's no way that's necessary I bust nuts before I leave, so I don't forget where I come from.
Speaker 4:Oh my goodness, Jesus, jesus, jesus, oh, my gosh Bars. It's a beautiful nut, the best nut that anyone's ever netted before it's time to go. What's the next question? I'm hungry.
Speaker 2:What compliment do you like to hear the most, and why?
Speaker 4:That you like to hear the most? Hmm, what compliment do you like to hear the most and why that you like to hear the most? Hmm, not that, motherfucking. I'm strong Sick of that shit. My granny recently saw the podcast which I did not want grandma to see because I'm on her cussing every day and I was very happy to hear how much she liked this and she felt like it was kind of cool to see that I was a smart girl and I was able to hold my own up here with the guys and although I really didn't want her to see me on here because I know that I'd be cussing- you do more than cussing yeah, boy, I said what fucking episode did y'all show her?
Speaker 4:like who the fuck who got on youtube for granny? But um, but just hearing her say that she was proud of me being up here amongst the males and how good we work together and how much she liked the, the episode she saw, I thought that was dope and don't let her see the top of this episode the cousin, the cousin that I suspect showed her ass. I hope she see this.
Speaker 4:She better show granny shit else the top of this, one will be I definitely didn't ask her to do that shit, but she saw it I'm pretty sure. I mean she would have said something Well, I don't know, my grand kind of vulgar, so she might have.
Speaker 2:I don't know, or you're back and forth about how many more bitches you get than yeah, yeah.
Speaker 4:Well, I mean granny, know who the hell I am. Oh so so she wasn't tripping.
Speaker 3:She wasn't tripping at all.
Speaker 4:What did you just say?
Speaker 3:I said most grannies do.
Speaker 4:Okay, they know who their grandkids are. Why are you staying turned on? Because with him I never know I've been cool all day With him.
Speaker 3:I never know. She stayed turned on.
Speaker 4:I can't turn down with you, because as soon as I turn down with you, then you harass me anybody harass somebody Kevin your answer, sir. That's smart that's smart.
Speaker 1:Uh, sounds like she's living in a war zone.
Speaker 4:I'm a good person and he is, you are a good person.
Speaker 1:I think that's. That's probably my favorite compliment.
Speaker 4:I like that my favorite compliment I can only give for one person alright, mcfly, what's your favorite, and it's when it's my favorite, compliment I can only give for one person.
Speaker 3:All right, mcfly. What's your favorite? And it's when my daughter looks at me and says you're the best dad ever.
Speaker 4:Oh, I love that. See, I thought you was going to say something about your wife appreciating being bent over the balcony or something.
Speaker 3:She do appreciate that. But I mean I'm used to that. I like seeing the joy on my daughter's face when and I get her snap of approval.
Speaker 4:I love that.
Speaker 3:Those are nice that is the best, because when she said that I'm like man, what you want when you finna, get it.
Speaker 1:That's good, that's oh, you fold every time, yeah, every time.
Speaker 3:I don't mean folding.
Speaker 1:I'm like you. You can watch the tablet for five more minutes. They're like can we get this?
Speaker 3:Like no, she looks so cute when she say it, so that's probably my best compliment.
Speaker 1:So you want to answer, you got one.
Speaker 2:Oh, my favorite one. Someone doesn't realize how funny I am and they go. Oh my God, when, uh, someone doesn't realize how funny I am when they go. Oh my god, I didn't realize you were this funny I didn't until I, until I started being here.
Speaker 4:You're hilarious. I told niggas I've been telling this for a lifetime well, we had never really had like a conversation that would have warranted for us to be joking with each other, so I didn't know.
Speaker 2:And then you just came out the bag on the dead face I just I like it the most because when I was younger I would say things and it would go over people's heads and I'm like that was fucking funny. You didn't hear the humor in that like and it felt like as I got older, the same like as I, my humor hasn't changed, it's just people started going oh, this is actually funny. Like it almost like it took time to catch up. So the mcfly um moniker fits, because it's like I was ahead of my time when this shit I was doing in ninth grade that people were like it's not funny and I'm like I should be telling older, older people jokes yeah, they're like what?
Speaker 3:so when, like now, it's like, oh man, you're funny, it's like yeah, I've been acting this way this whole fucking time there's been countless times we've been talking and like I'm working, like we're talking at work and I'm working, and he'll say something and I'll be in front of a customer. I can't laugh and I'm trying to hold and laugh. I'll talk to a customer and then when I get back in the truck I'll be like fuck you nigga, I wasn't laughing, oh yeah, you guys got the headphones.
Speaker 1:Okay, I was like, is he just behind you?
Speaker 3:Oh, that shit was funny that is there's been a couple times I had to pull over my humor is.
Speaker 2:It's my humor is comes from a certain place. So, like when people get it, I'm like oh, you get it, you get me Cool, all right. What challenges have you faced in the past and that you're proud? You're over, you've overcame?
Speaker 1:uh, shyness, like a motherfucker still like there, but it's like I've learned how to like fight through it. Like shyness towards like women, or like just all of the women people, just yeah.
Speaker 3:OK.
Speaker 1:You don't believe it, but I believe, I believe it.
Speaker 3:I feel like a lot, a lot of like like creative people are shy, have a level of shyness, like they're reserved in that way, like when they're performing they're very extroverted, but in daily life they're more introverted, kind of off themselves, kind of shy type situation. I can't believe that. I believe that.
Speaker 4:Danny Murphy says that all the time that he prefers to be by himself, and then he comes alive when they're taping.
Speaker 1:Well, yeah, they're starting to get started on checks. I think that was my biggest one.
Speaker 4:Des I think being more open and, for example, being able to come on the podcast and have people view me, and being able to get on the stage last year and tell my little jokes were big accomplishments for me.
Speaker 4:Because I stopped saying I would never, well, because I told him little jokes. I said not another damn joke since, but I think those were still big accomplishments for me, because I wasn't. I wouldn't have never been able to really do either, because I'm not necessarily shy, but I am real chill and laid back in my normal life, so I wouldn't have never got up there, yeah.
Speaker 1:You didn't. You didn't do little jokes, though you did.
Speaker 2:You killed yeah.
Speaker 4:I appreciate that, but I don't know if I'll be able to get up there and do it again.
Speaker 3:I mean I was, it was funny. You surprised me what. That's why I get your flowers. I think he was actually funny. I appreciate that well, because if you wasn't, I was gonna tell you, nigga, don't do it again.
Speaker 4:Why? Because I would have to rework myself back up to be able to get back up there. Yeah, that's the fun, because that's the first.
Speaker 1:Did you not enjoy it? I did enjoy it. I was stressed the fuck out.
Speaker 4:But I did. I did enjoy it. I was stressed fuck out, but I did.
Speaker 1:I did enjoy it. Would you like to know how that feels to not be stressed and be like, oh, I'm about to go nail this shit. And then just go nail this shit, probably feel dope, huh I, I would imagine.
Speaker 4:I mean you got to keep working I would imagine so well, we'll see, we'll see yeah, the first initial thing is usually the hardest, and after that it's just uh persistence.
Speaker 2:And then, after persistence, you get to a point where you kind of get comfortable with what you're no, you know what you're capable of doing. Then you create better because you're like. I like doing this. Let me dabble with this a little bit. Now you have more uh tools to work with, so you start going. I'm gonna try to dabble over here, I'm going to go over here, I'm going to try this over here. But that comes from persistence.
Speaker 4:I think with being on the podcast, it's easier for me because we bounce off of each other, so it's easier for me. But being up there by myself is difficult, because I'm constantly getting told I should be a comedian and then I'm scared to not be as funny as people think I'm supposed to be.
Speaker 1:But here's the beauty of that too, is there is no supposed to be like. The one thing I learned from all of it is somebody was like try everything. Who the fuck are you? You don't know this shit. It's like you don't know what you like, you don't know what you're good at, you don't know any of this. So it's like try the improv part, try this part, try deadpan, try this, try that. He's like oh, fuck it, let me try it. And when you try it, it's like anything. You build up a toolbox and then you're like oh, this is what I actually really like. A lot of you might not even like this part of stand-up. Like when I tried improv, I was like oh, this shit is dope as fuck. Like I love that shit, but I learned how to take that and put it into what I'm doing. But like you don't know what you're gonna like until you try it all can you repeat the questions?
Speaker 1:sorry, we went on tangent huh, your favorite compliment cuz, was it?
Speaker 2:no, that wasn't it are we past challenges have you faced in the past and that you're proud, the most proud, of overcoming. Oh yeah, you're right, I was two questions back.
Speaker 3:I would say for me personally, um, the challenge of dealing with myself as far as, like my personal growth, my internal dialect, and what I'm most proud of is the version of me that I'm creating. As far as like being healthy all around, so not just physical, emotionally healthy, being able to process articulate things that I couldn't articulate in the past, being able to tie my shoe without passing out Stuff like that. I'm proud of that. This is rough and you can't tie your shoe.
Speaker 2:Alright, I'll say this this is exclusive. There's so many different variations to why I got my name.
Speaker 3:Which one?
Speaker 2:Stutter.
Speaker 3:Okay.
Speaker 2:Cause. Originally I would say it was on the fly Cause when I used to rap I would fuck up so much and no rap, no verse was ever the same. Because I would. It was literally I was making up things in the verses I would go. So that's originally why it's stutter, but because I fucked up a lot. But when I started thinking about my growing up, one of the big things I had to overcome as a is when I was a kid was stuttering, and I would stutter bad because I was afraid of public speaking. So I were. I've said this story before. There would be times I remember I would read a paragraph aloud in class and I would be struggling through that motherfucker and then, like it, got to a point it got so bad. One time they clapped for me I said Nick.
Speaker 1:I'm not that slow.
Speaker 2:Damn, kids are assholes. But as I got older, I forced myself to take public speaking classes at RCC and one of the projects was you had to make a commercial and the teacher used to point out certain things for us to learn and focus on, and I was determined to be a rapper. Point out certain things for us to learn and focus on, and I was determined to be a rapper. So I wanted to be dope at public speaking, dope at stage presence, dope at everything. So once I got past that, I feel the most proud of knowing that when I perform and all that, that was all literally me facing my fears head on and, even though they used to terrify me as a kid, I overcame them.
Speaker 2:And, uh, every time I hit a stage, every time I do this podcast, every time I've had some time where I had to do some form of public speaking, it was all based on me being determined, uh, not to allow something that was a setback to define how I decide to be perceived. So, even though there's so many different variations to why I got my name, the biggest one was stuttering. Was a? Was a over? It was a problem? I overcame that. I then embraced as a moniker and originally was Stutter Boy and it became Stutter McFly because I said I did feel like I was ahead of my time. So, yeah, that was what I was most proud of.
Speaker 3:That's what's up.
Speaker 2:Because in fourth grade me just saying that whole sentence would have been. Oh man oh man, another episode. They're like oh, we'll probably get to the end of this by 189, but we don't know. But yeah, that was what I feel most proud of dope what would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you for it?
Speaker 3:Nothing, nothing. I wouldn't do anything different because the only people, the only opinions I care about are my family, are my immediate family, my close friends and my wife, and I felt like I wouldn't do anything different because I feel like the people in my circle wouldn't judge me for any decision I make or any action I take.
Speaker 2:That's everybody else.
Speaker 4:I might just be single and collecting hoes. Yeah, des might judge me for something. Bitches, niggas, everybody. No, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 3:She's not kidding.
Speaker 4:I don't pass judgment on you. Why would you?
Speaker 3:say that. No, I said, you're not kidding about one more hoe yep collecting.
Speaker 4:Gotta catch them all throwing niggas in a pokeball like a motherfucker. Um, I do not pass judgment on you, said I would probably judge you. I said, might I don't judge you, I'm not, I might not give you compliments, no more. But that's just because you say crazy shit when I give you compliments. But I don't judge you.
Speaker 2:What was it? I am.
Speaker 3:I am Des.
Speaker 2:No, I'm Shut your ass up, please. I'm inevitable. She's like I got these hoes Snap Period. Yeah, I can see that I got these hoes Snap.
Speaker 4:Period I just collect them all Like Pokemon.
Speaker 3:Yep, she got three Chargers right now.
Speaker 4:I'll be at your job collecting them first, Kevin.
Speaker 3:Why Wow?
Speaker 1:You probably collect one.
Speaker 4:Coming just for that one. The rest of me playing your fine ass in this pokeball. Let's go.
Speaker 1:I won't catch none of these, so did she finish? Yeah, I'm done, I'm done.
Speaker 4:I was kidding. I don't know what I would do differently, because I ain't really worried about no judgment.
Speaker 3:I would have taken, because I ain't really worried about no judgment.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I would have taken something back, but it's because I judged myself. Are you going to tell us? I don't know if I should, I mean we're here. I'm still judging myself to this day.
Speaker 3:How long ago did this happen? To this day, how long did this happen? High school oh, okay, high school, I mean, you were a kid. How long ago did this happen?
Speaker 1:how long did?
Speaker 3:this happen. High school, oh okay, high school. I mean, you were a kid, don't count.
Speaker 1:I was old enough, I had a car and shit, so I probably wouldn't have shit in that dugout what so you did it you took a shit in a dugout so I'm in the opposite opposite of it. So that's what I wouldn't have done. It's only because of my regret, I know that's not the question, but that's the only thing that popped in my head. I was like you know what? I wouldn't have shit in it. You gotta go. When you gotta go.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I don't think I would have done nothing different right now in life other than yeah, for me I would have just openly said what the fuck I felt in high school, cause I was always like with girls and shit, I was always the letter writer. I was never the let me go say how I openly feel thing, so if I felt like I wasn't gonna get judged for it, I would probably be that but your pen's nice my pen is nice, but I'm saying.
Speaker 2:I want to be able to say openly what I feel and not feel judged for as far as talking yeah, you write letters now.
Speaker 3:You write letters now. Judge for it.
Speaker 2:As far as talking yeah, yeah, right, there's now right you said, right, there's now right.
Speaker 3:Yeah, like fuck you bitch. You know what you did no, no, no.
Speaker 2:I'll probably openly say it now.
Speaker 2:Well, I'm saying then oh man I just am not back then I would have been like oh no, it would make me seem like I'm like mean or something like now I'm like I wish I would have just said what the fuck I feel like. Honestly, that'd be it. I just say what the fuck I feel was what came to mind. This is how I feel. This is how I look at you. This is is it like and not be like? Oh, they're gonna probably look at me weird for saying you know, all right, yeah, uh. Like. Oh, they're going to probably look at me weird for saying it All right, yeah. No, I don't like that one. I'm going to skip that one. What's?
Speaker 4:hindering you from becoming what you really want to be Money yeah, definitely the funds. Yeah, the financial aspects. Yeah, definitely the funds, the financial aspects.
Speaker 3:Yeah, this equipment costs money.
Speaker 1:Myself. I think me, yeah, just me A little. I mean money is part of it, but I feel like that's all out there Uncertainty. Attain and stuff yeah.
Speaker 3:We can always go rock big.
Speaker 4:I wouldn't openly say that no, probably not the last guy who openly told me that he went to jail.
Speaker 1:He called me on the phone.
Speaker 2:He was like yeah, it didn't work out.
Speaker 1:No, he didn't tell me I was like where's so-and-so he's work out? No, he didn't tell me I was like where's so-and-so he's?
Speaker 2:oh, he's in jail like oh, oh, he got cut kevin he got a great opportunity.
Speaker 3:Anytime, spice headshot like what I'm not buying, whatever you sell.
Speaker 1:Yeah, that was how we started.
Speaker 4:I was like, nah, dog, you're going to jail I think I unrealistically stay loyal to things that are no longer serving me and that holds me back.
Speaker 3:And why is that?
Speaker 4:I ain't figured it out yet. I'll get back to you on that. I'm not sure, but I really just recently realized that I unrealistically feel obligated to stay in situations that are no longer serving me. I almost feel bad when I have to separate myself from situations, and I think that does hold me back in some aspects. Also, the money is still a problem. I do. I definitely need money, but if we're talking about me and what I do, I think that's a problem. I may have a better answer for you in two weeks after I see my therapist.
Speaker 1:Okay, okay, I'll see that I like it.
Speaker 3:I think a lot of people do that. They stick around because they're trying to be a good person, even when the situation is not serving them.
Speaker 4:Yes, definitely, I see that I don't know.
Speaker 1:I really don't know, Charlie. I got it's a mental block thing.
Speaker 3:I was dead serious about the mic.
Speaker 2:I know you were, I mean I think everyone on here and listening can relate to that I don't think that that's a common hindrance.
Speaker 3:I think the money. Then the other thing is probably because I'm trying to pursue success. Happiness is internal. No one can make me happy but me. You're happy based off the decisions you make, not by what people give you.
Speaker 2:What about Jaden Smith?
Speaker 3:Yes, that's trauma. He's dealing with trauma.
Speaker 2:House nigga.
Speaker 3:I would say for me is that I most likely need to be more sociable.
Speaker 2:Yeah, the house on the head House nigga.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I got it.
Speaker 4:I got the joke oh my goodness, yeah, the house on the head House, nigga. Yeah, I got it, I got the joke. Oh, my goodness, I sure the hell did. I seen him and I said, lord, we don't need nothing else this week, jaden, because baby Trepper already did a lot.
Speaker 3:I would just say be more sociable. Can you blame him? No, I can't.
Speaker 1:Can you blame a nigga with that much money to be the?
Speaker 3:house nigga. Every you blame a nigga with that much money to be the housekeeper. Every time I see I'm like he do shit because he bored and trauma.
Speaker 4:He definitely has a lot of trauma. That mother of his. She was fine.
Speaker 3:She was fine and shamed, though.
Speaker 4:She was fine her whole the whole 90s, but she's nuts now.
Speaker 1:Do you mean like sociable, as in like start talking to people in the grocery line? No, what I?
Speaker 3:mean like. What I mean like when I, when I say social is like because we are technically in an entertainment field for what we do, right, so it would, it would be in my best interest and the interest of the podcast if I was more vocal and social, talking to other people about the ventures and about the podcast and not being as because I'm not being the reserved person I normally am right. So as far as like you know, kind of like what des does with the stickers and stuff, right, like they're like people they see my sweater, they they ask me and I tell me I'm part of podcast, but but I like I don't really like push, you know what I'm saying so that that's the part of like, so I guess that's hindering your back and that's for both of my ventures.
Speaker 3:I don't really push like either you you see it or you don't. And the ones that support, I appreciate the ones that don't. But your life, like Clyde, you know, this is me. That's my favorite.
Speaker 1:I get you don't do the follow up that's my favorite part too.
Speaker 4:I talk about our podcast and yours all the time.
Speaker 1:Yeah, my homie at the dispensary, he be watching it. He bought the security guard. He said oh yeah, yeah, yeah, Checked y'all out, I'm like hell yeah. What you think, dog.
Speaker 4:I like that shit. No, I didn't want my coworkers to see it, but they done found it and I guess that's okay.
Speaker 1:Oh yeah, they located me. I said how?
Speaker 3:did he know Because your number was in their phone.
Speaker 4:Really no, no, no, no, because somebody at my job found it like a week ago and he messaged me and was like hey, I saw you on a podcast and I was like no, not me. And he's like no, it was you, it was definitely you. And I was like damn, but he don't have my number, or nothing like that. I was like yeah, but he don't have my number or nothing like that. I don't let people follow me from work on the on the internet, yeah.
Speaker 2:A combination of finances and what she said and at the end of it uh mainly time, more time to uh get to where I'm trying. More time to uh get to where I'm trying to get to. Um, that's the the. Those three work in conjunction. Finances uh attach to things that no longer uh serve my growth and time.
Speaker 4:When we get rich, can we keep this table.
Speaker 3:I don't see why not. Like we have we might make it a little shorter than we're going to be inside. You think it'd?
Speaker 2:actually work as a surfboard.
Speaker 4:We could just we could have a hole. We could have a hole in the middle.
Speaker 1:I mean you could fill the hole. Yeah, we could just put ha ha, I don't like y'all.
Speaker 4:Y'all really just. And then it'd be going over my head for a second and then I'd be like that's what she said shut up why?
Speaker 1:would she say that I was like. Why did she say that?
Speaker 3:that's my wife always says being a man must be an exhausting cause. You cause, y'all can't focus on one thing for too long, man. I agree what can I say? We always thinking about that. I always say that first one is really a set up, because you always trying to get it back.
Speaker 2:So what is something that you love in your life right now that you could not have imagined liking in the past, could not imagine even liking it yeah. And now it's part of you.
Speaker 3:Yes, Greek yogurt.
Speaker 4:I love Greek yogurt.
Speaker 3:As much Greek yogurt as I eat now trying to get this goddamn protein in Greek yogurt and cottage cheese.
Speaker 2:I really can't stand cottage cheese. Do you like it?
Speaker 3:Not really like it, but it's for the gans.
Speaker 2:So if you don't like it, you're forcing yourself to eat it. It's not the same as Well?
Speaker 3:I mean it's being mixed with stuff so you don't really taste the cottage cheese, but I know it's in there.
Speaker 2:Right, that's peace.
Speaker 1:Oh man, that's peace. Oh man, oddly enough, flying like I couldn't stand that shit when I was little, but now it's like, yeah, but I'm like. Now, if you're like, hey, we're over here, I'm not driving like there's no way, I'm driving to you yeah, I can't not even Arizona like, hey, we're over here, like I'm not driving, like there's no way I'm driving to you.
Speaker 1:No like, yeah, I can't, not even arizona, I mean, if the flight's cheap enough. Fuck, yeah, I'm flying, that's an hour. Yeah, that's true, you know what I'm saying? Like that's yeah, I don't think I could do it, I can't. Well, I could drive and shit, but it's like nah, but I used to like think we were gonna die every time, every time, and cottage cheese, yeah, but I can't say that I could live without cottage cheese. Nevermind, I could definitely live without it a more honest answer.
Speaker 3:Well, no, the other shit was honest too, but the honest I would think that putting myself out there, in there doing shit like this, I wouldn't, I didn't, I, you know, I never thought I would do shit like this. But now I don't, really, cause I used to be concerned about what people would say, now I just don't care, like you didn't have myspace and shit.
Speaker 1:I had a myspace in my space but like you, didn't put nothing out there no, I mean you just contradicted your last, a question from like three questions.
Speaker 2:What about being social? No, you just literally said that the reason why you wouldn't put yourself out there is because of what people would say well, no, no, I'm talking about as far as what I was saying what would you do differently? So you technically would have put yourself out there more because you didn't care if people would judge you well, I didn't.
Speaker 3:I didn't. I didn't not necessarily judge, but I didn't care if people would judge you. Well, I didn't, I didn't. I didn't not necessarily judge, but I didn't care about other people's opinions, right?
Speaker 2:Yeah, but because I think you would have done it more if you were if I wouldn't, if I wouldn't, I wouldn't have cared.
Speaker 3:Yeah, cause you would have probably already been like I I never like you talking about the sociable question, or yeah, like where you said you would have done differently if no one would ever judge you oh, I wouldn't do anything different. Yeah, oh, cause I was cause. Again, I said that because I only care about my immediate family. I don't think they would judge me well, I think you would have.
Speaker 2:If that was the case, I think you would have been more open.
Speaker 3:No, it's just cause no, because reserved, so it wasn't like something doing something like this wouldn't be something I would like, even initially, try to do without being pushed.
Speaker 2:I've known you for a good minute now and I don't think you're a reserved nigga as you think, huh.
Speaker 3:I defend myself.
Speaker 2:I get that, but I don't think you're as reserved as you think.
Speaker 3:Now, but I did say that I'm talking about earlier me. Now I told you my wife did change me. She made me, she did make me more sociable, because she's a goddamn social butterfly. She had talked, she had talked to the crickets on the floor. If they talked back to her, I don't understand it. I'd probably step on them.
Speaker 2:I don't understand it.
Speaker 4:You wouldn't Wait you'd step on the crickets. That's talking.
Speaker 2:You wouldn't say, hey, what's the devil? Yeah.
Speaker 3:But like I would, I would, I would let me, I guess, to rephrase I would do more of the, the more of the, the podcast and social media stuff a little more Cause I think when I first started social, I had the MySpace, I had a black planetcom nigga, I'm old.
Speaker 1:Okay, space you can.
Speaker 3:I had a black planetcom nigga, I'm old, okay, but but it was like I talked to people. I knew it wasn't like I was out there like trying to make connection or anything like that. I wasn't trying to like promote myself as I felt like I do on these platforms. I think I probably that that would probably be the one thing I would change. I probably just do that because I've always posted online.
Speaker 3:Somebody says, okay, whatever you'd interact, then I would interact because I had anger issues and I'm like nigga, pull up here. It wouldn't be no back and forth, like I'd be here at this time. If you really bought this life, meet me here you ever watch a lethal shooter?
Speaker 2:lethal shooter no, the motherfucker that shoots like gummy bears into random water bottles.
Speaker 3:I understand now he shoots gummy bears in the random water bottles.
Speaker 2:Yeah, just want to show you how good he is, so he'll miss the first one and all of a sudden make the second one, oh like shoots him like a ball oh shit.
Speaker 3:Oh, because I'm thinking like pow, pow.
Speaker 1:That's what I was thinking. I was like where he get a gummy bear good.
Speaker 2:First of all, let me understand now.
Speaker 1:Yeah, but he ain't.
Speaker 2:I'm not finishing.
Speaker 1:He missed the layup Right.
Speaker 3:Right, and I knew I was going to miss it too the whole time, yeah he did.
Speaker 2:I saw that I said the same thing. I mean, you did understand now yeah. I didn't say that I said you weren't going to make it.
Speaker 3:I told you, my eyes told you nigga. I don't even know why I cut it was a clean cut. That's hilarious. It was a clean cut and I was wide open.
Speaker 2:Wide open. I said I gave you all the space in the world.
Speaker 3:You still missed that shit, yeah.
Speaker 1:The look you gave me. That's hilarious More button.
Speaker 3:I think I make it now though.
Speaker 2:I got more win. Yeah, that's what I think it popped in my head is.
Speaker 3:you said something in the group about, though I'm in better shape right now than luke notches I was like, but the fuck. That was a joke, and lucas should be in better shape than me. That nigga. He get paid to be in shape I mean there's zion.
Speaker 1:Yeah, he's trying to get training. He's doing everything he can.
Speaker 4:I got babies. What was the question?
Speaker 2:The uh, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the Well, no, I think you actually answered.
Speaker 4:Did I? Yeah, you started us off. Okay, cool, go on to the next one.
Speaker 1:I can't remember what the question was.
Speaker 3:What would you do different?
Speaker 1:With the regret, are you?
Speaker 2:sure.
Speaker 3:Yeah, we believe so.
Speaker 2:Oh no, it was about what's something, what you love in your life right now that you couldn't imagine living without. Oh yes, right Something like that.
Speaker 3:Did you answer that? No, I didn't answer that. Oh sorry, Go ahead and answer. I know your answer. Go ahead and answer. What was my answer Me? I saw that coming.
Speaker 4:You walked into that um, I think hayden I don't like that. That's peace yeah, I think I think hayden, um, because it's I mean, it's possible at this point that he's probably going to be my only opportunity to ever have experienced parenthood, so I appreciate him his presence for that. But he is by far the dopest kid I have ever met.
Speaker 3:He's like super intelligent, that's because you didn't meet me as a kid Gotta be why he's super intelligent.
Speaker 4:He keeps a balance in my house and I love that about him. And to have well, I mean, the entire world knows his daddy get on my nerves, but for that mother that he have to be the way she is. And he turned out to be such a dope ass kid like he is, just like living proof of all the good in the world. To me he's such a good kid. He's respectful, well mannered, intelligent he's dope.
Speaker 3:I wouldn't, I wouldn't want to be, without hating that's what's up like, if that ain't god yeah, definitely, definitely it's a good answer thank you. What's funny, nigga he's a good answer. I thought a family feud oh god, I'm steve harley, I'm gonna no, because the the team's like good answer, like no, it wasn't it, nigga.
Speaker 4:It was terrible. Go ahead, bro. That lady was like ma ma, they were like good answer.
Speaker 2:It was uh.
Speaker 3:It's the porcupine one for me.
Speaker 2:A house.
Speaker 3:What that one you wish you did sooner.
Speaker 2:No, it was something I never thought and never really kind of wanted before. And then I realized now it's like I can't imagine not.
Speaker 2:Yeah not having it yeah yeah, because when I was growing up it was it was never a big thing, my dad we were jumping around, rent, rent, rent. So I I never really saw the purpose in the house. And now I'm like I can't see how not having a house like when you really think about some of the things like and I would talk to people about like their rent and how the rent keeps going up and you have a locked in mortgage as opposed to like your shit jumping up to every fucking.
Speaker 1:you're smart because apparently there's that, that, uh, what is it not fixed? Oh yeah, adjustable, adjustable. I've heard of some horror stories in that shit. What is it Not fixed? Oh yeah, adjustable, adjustable. I've heard of some horror stories in that shit.
Speaker 4:You're only supposed to keep them for five years while the interest rate is locked, and then, once the interest rate locks, it's refinance. Supposed to, but it's shit, yeah, some shit happened.
Speaker 2:That sucks yeah.
Speaker 1:Anyway, that was depressing, I'm sorry.
Speaker 3:I'm straight, nigga. I'm sitting around with my tube. What is?
Speaker 2:something surprising you learned about yourself.
Speaker 3:Surprising I think I'm going to find out soon, I think for me is I I do have the capacity to be critical enough of myself to better myself, and not just critical, and not just being critical for the purpose of putting my own self down, but being critical for the purpose of bettering myself and bettering my thought process going forward. So like being able to break down and actually break down and evaluate why I made this decision in that time and see what factors actually drove me to that decision, so I know how, what to avoid if that ever comes back up again.
Speaker 4:I think I have more self-control than I thought I did. I do because if I didn't have more self-control than I thought I did, I would have been in jail a long-ass time ago. So I do have a good self-control. Nigga, are you typing me?
Speaker 2:No, I just took a picture. Why? Because that's what I'm doing. I'm trying to be in the moment.
Speaker 1:He's in the moment. I'm trying to flare my nostrils. I honestly think it's something I don't know. It's what I'm about to find out soon. I think it's going to take a lot of discipline to accomplish this and I want to see, because I have a lot of doubt. So I think that'll be the surprising part for me. I know it's bad. Doubt is normal.
Speaker 3:I think what matters is how you handle. For me, I think, doubt is normal. I think what matters is how you handle it. Yeah.
Speaker 1:So I'm curious. You know what I mean. I've never taken it serious and then embark on some shit like that. So it's going to be a journey.
Speaker 2:Well, I'm rooting for you, thank you, I've learned. My cutoff game is strong, pretty wicked. I've learned my cutoff game is strong, pretty wicked.
Speaker 2:I didn't realize that till I got, as I got older, I can. I can be a cold nigga. My dad used to say it all the time. I didn't believe him. I was like, nah, you want me to be a cold nigga? I was like oh no, I can cut off like a faucet. I learned that. It's surprising to me. Surprising to me, it's like. But I was like damn, I really can't cut, like it's not even intentional anymore. Sometimes it's just you just have the, it just happens, and you're like oh fuck, it's done.
Speaker 3:You think that's a defensive thing?
Speaker 2:It could be a defense thing, it could just be, but it's real surprising to me.
Speaker 3:Has everyone you ever cut off deserved it?
Speaker 1:Yes, oh man, I you like damn nigga.
Speaker 2:It's shit. It's been from family members Even at a time, with me and my dad the ability to just cut it off. Yeah, when you know something's not good for you just yeah, fuck away. But the cutoff game is is fucking surprising when I learn now like damn, I'm really, I can really be that nigga if I need to be, so sometimes I guess it's just one of those things where you realize you gotta protect your peace. But with that being said, this has been episode 187 of the Heavyweight Podcast. Yay yay.
Speaker 2:Like, subscribe, share, comment, comment. All that shit. We appreciate you. We love you, till next time.
Speaker 3:Peace, peace.
Speaker 1:Oh, I'm sweating. That's a wrap. Yo, that's how she rap, so make sure you click like subscribe. Tune in we on the Austrian platform. So until next time we'll highlight you.
